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Saturday, October 31, 2009

Chocolate Milk and Halloween - A Sweet Connection!


I recently shared my love of chocolate milk with you guys, especially as my go-to drink after a long run.  While there may not be a lot of scientific research on the subject (yet), there does appear to be growing evidence that yes, chocolate milk does do a runner's body good after a long run, and lots of other athletes, too....

Imagine my surprise (and delight) to learn over at the Track Shack blog that it's not only a great post-run drink, but also The Official Drink of Halloween.  Now that's what I'm talking about!   

So if you'll excuse me, I'm headed off to the fridge to trick-or-treat! It's got to be healthier than those darn Snickers bars, right??   :-) 

My Thankful Three
Today, I am thankful for:

  • Chocolate milk (of course!)


  • The Track Shack blog and their always-cool info


  • A day off from work and playing hooky w/ Hubby

Happy running, friends....

Robin

Friday, October 30, 2009

Trick or Treat - Move Those Feet!



This just in....

Here's some "ROCK YOUR RACE" love for our friends running Halloween races this weekend:

Lisa, taking on her first 10K (woo hoo!)  And yes, she WILL be excited at the start of the race! :-)

Mel, tackling her second 1/2 Marathon (costume or not to costume?) - waiting to hear back on this one.... and in spite of her 'seasoned status,' she reports 'feeling nervous.'

Morgan, also taking on a 1/2 Marathon, but still flying high after her recent Chi-town Marathon Madness, so she'll be sporting a costume and running like the wind, I'm pretty sure! 

Ladies, go out there and have a Halloween-good time!  Sending you good vibes from the Orlando turtle!

Happy running, friends....

Robin

P.S.  So really, how many mini-Snickers bars are too many??  I'm just askin'...  :-)



Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Wednesday Winners: Inspiration to Get Back in the Game....


We all have our days (weeks??) when we just feel kind of.... unmotivated - for whatever reason, right??  Might be: work, personal stuff, injuries, etc.... and we never know when those days are coming, do we?  It sure would be nice to have something to help us get our heads back in the game and feet on the pavement, so here goes:

A little inspirational reading to help push through that extra mile (or 10!)....

My Thankful Three
Today, I am thankful for:

  • Making a decision to lighten the load a little (too many things in a day & definitely NOT enough time)
  • Friends  :-)
  • My wonderful husband of two years (yesterday) ... Happy Anniversary, honey... Love you! 
Happy reading and running, friends....

Robin

Monday, October 26, 2009

6 Miles, 6 Lakes, (And a Little More Than ) 60 Minutes - An Orlando Run in Pictures...

Recently, while reading a post over at Tall Mom on the Run, about the change of seasons and how she was able to capture her running path in the same place, in all four seasons, in photos, I started to think about, as many of us in the southern regions mentioned, the fact that we don't have a true change in seasons that really stands out like most of the country does.  And that got me to thinking: "Well, we might not have seasons to share, but what I can share is how absolutely beautiful our own little (urban) corner of the world  is - a place we can run outside year-round." Orlando is called "The City Beautiful" after all. 

So last weekend, as I was out for Long Run Sunday (6.3 miles - yes, ALL 6.3!), I decided to capture my run in photos and share it with you guys.  Later that afternoon, armed with camera, I headed back out in the car, and 'photo-journaled' my run that day, which by the way, took a little longer than 60 minutes, but guess what - I did the entire 6.3 miles with only one 30-second walk in mile #2.  Woo Hoo!  What a difference temp/humidity really DO make! (Notice the jackets in some of the pictures... a rarity in Orlando - maybe 20 days out of an entire year - seriously!)

Here it is, friends - running in downtown Orlando:  6 miles, 6 lakes, and (a little more than) 60 minutes.... Enjoy!



So now that you've seen our corner of the world, I'm wondering:  What does your region look like??

Happy running, friends...

Robin

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Runners and Their Routines....

Here it is Sunday evening, nearly 10:00 pm, and I'm still grumbling over not running my LRS (Long Run Sunday) today.  Nevermind that I did run 6.2 miles yesterday for the Human Race 10K... that was supposed to be 'extra' - Ha! The Hubby said, "Don't over do it.  You'll be feeling it Sunday morning."  I said, "Nah, this is just extra.  I really want to participate in the Human Race (cool t-shirt on Nike.com!)."  I figured, "No problem.  I'll run 'lightly' and be fine." 
Who am I fooling?? 
This over-40 body was having none of that
"Let's-go-run-miles-and-miles-two-days-in-a-row-business!"

Okay, for all of you 'running die-hards' out there who can handle back-to-back runs, more power to you! I wish my body (cranky knees, mostly) would stand for it, but that's okay... I know my limitations. 


But back to the grumbling:  It's Sunday. I'm supposed to do Long Run Sunday on Sunday, not Saturday.   I know. I know. You're thinking I'm crazy, but just like Monday Rest Day, Tuesday Speedwork, Wed/Fri/Sat Maint. Walk/Cross-training Days, and Thursday Tempo Runs, I have a schedule, darn it!  I have a routine.  Up at o'dark-thirty.  Early to bed, even on (especially on?!) Saturday night w/ LRS looming in the near hours.... ha ha! Laying out the running gear the night before, a long nap on Sunday afternoon - after the run, etc.... 

We runners are creatures of habit, aren't we?  We like our routines, and we don't like upheaval.  I'm feeling it...  I guess this means I'm finally a runner!  And with that, I'm off to bed, to read through my training log, and plan out the new week's miles....  :)

My Thankful Three
Today, I am thankful for:
  • New (thick) roll-top Thorlo socks (more on this later! They ROCK!)
  • (More) new friends on the Turtles blog & on Daily Mile. Thanks for finding us.  :) 
  • The grumbling today...I think it means I'm hooked... yay!!! 
Happy running, friends....

Robin

P.S. - I know Need for Speed ran the Human Race 10K... anybody else??  On your own, or part of a team??  Kathy, how did it go?

Friday, October 23, 2009

Working for the Weekend!

Do you look forward to the weekend as much as I do?  Here's a little entertainment to celebrate it. Enjoy! 

To all of our friends running races this weekend, good luck! 

Working on a cool post to share with all of you:
6 miles, 6 lakes, 60 minutes... check back soon. :)

My Thankful Three
Today, I am thankful for:
  • An invitation to run a kids' race with my nephew - a FIRST for both of us! 
  • A week of cooler temps/lower humidity - training has been simply g-l-o-r-i-o-u-s!
  • New friends keeping up with what we're doing here at the Turtles blog... thank you! Glad you found us.  :)  
Happy running, friends....

Robin

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Wednesday Winners: Think You Can't Do It? Think Again! Meet Amanda, aka "Manderz"


Finding the silver lining in things that happen, and asking myself, "What am I supposed to learn from this?"  is important to me.  I am a very reflective person (maybe to some, almost adnauseam, but I make no apologies - it's who I am). Those who know me well will tell you the phrase most often rolling off my lips is, "It is what it is," which is to say, "Accept it. Deal with it. Learn from it. And go on."   Now I'm the first to admit that this is not always an easy thing to do, but in the end, we have to make a choice to get stuck or move on, right?  I choose to move on, but to learn along the way - a life lesson that came only with time and lots of life experiences that left me raw.

Last week presented one of those opportunites, a powerful week, a learning week for me to "Accept it, deal with it, learn from it, and go on," and I'm so glad I did!  Why?  Because as I worked my way through the disappointment of my first 10K (really, the stuff that came afterward, which was totally unexpected), a really cool thing happened.... 

People from all over the world stopped by the Turtles blog to say hello, share their stories, and to allow me into their lives (even if only a little, in some cases).  This was so amazing to me, and I want to personally thank every single person who chose to leave a comment, especially those who had not done so before.  Your sense of community in our running/blogging world is what this writing is about for me - connecting with others; I thank you for your kindness, candor, and willingness to share.  One of those people especially amazed me with her story, and I asked her if she'd mind me sharing it with you....

Her name is Amanda, and like so many of us, she runs, blogs, and deals with life's daily ups and downs, and like the rest of us, has her own story to tell, one that is, in my opinion, truly inspiring.  It begins like this.....

Hi! My name is Amanda and I am 28 years old. I am from NYC but have been living upstate (Albany area) for 3 years.

I started Weight Watchers back in Jan 2008, weighing in at a whopping 276 lbs (I can't believe I just put this out for the cyber world to see!). I have lost 98 lbs so far and my WW goal is 169.

My dad was a runner all my life and ran the NYC marathon every year that I can remember. I always remember the passion he had for running. So I came across the C25K program on a WW message board and decided to give it a try. I began the end of August and finished in October. It was the greatest accomplishment!

The first week I struggled running 60 seconds, and by October I was running 30 mins straight!


Happy running, friends....

Robin

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Favorite Postrun Must-Have?



Wanted to share my new fave postrun drink (after water, of course, and right up there with COFFEE)... Doesn't have to be refrigerated until after it's opened, but I put the entire package (4) in the fridge as soon as I get home.. cold, healthy, yummy, and a great way to replenish carbs after a long run... LOVE THIS! 

What's your favorite food or beverage after a run??

Happy running, friends....

Robin
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Saturday, October 17, 2009

Another 10K on the Way? Y-E-S!


I learned on Friday that I won a contest over at the Track Shack blog, for my entry to the question:  What is your most memorable experience at Track Shack? The prize?  Paid registration into the 14th Annual Founders' Day 5K or 10K.  Yay!

The notification said, "You may register for either the 5K or the 10K."  Hmmmm.....Let's see.... take the easy road and put another 5K in my 'completed' column OR take on the 10K in (hopefully) better weather conditions. 

After a quick look at the calendar and determining there are weeks 'til that event, that the weather should be cooler/drier, and that I intended to run a 5-miler for this weekend's Long Run Sunday, I decided to go for it (with a lot less hoopla this time, I promise!).  5 miles x 2 Sundays and 6 1/2 miles x 2 Sundays ... that doesn't seem so unreasonable to me.   Famous last words, right??

So there you have it ladies and gents.  I have (apparently) earned the opportunity to take another crack at a 10K race, and you better believe I'm taking the challenge!  :)  Woo Hoo!


  

My Thankful Three
Today, I am thankful for:
  • Friday's decent weather to run 3 miles in the middle of the day (and the cooler/drier air on the way)
  • My (new) massage therapist's experience w/ runners and knowing just what to do
  • All the terrific feedback to my race recap... so glad I've made new friends this week and that my story proved useful to some

Happy running, friends....

Robin

Thursday, October 15, 2009

The Running Tribe... Voices in my Head

Negative Nancy, not now.
Competitive Cathy keep walking & get over yourself.
Grateful Gretchen, get these girls in line.
Ready Rita, reintroduce me to my kicks!

And let's get back on the street...... 




We ALL finish together!

10K Dismay? No Way! She Came, She Saw, She Conquered (Well, sort of....)

Okay, here it is, friends - the race recap you've been waiting for... Ha Ha!  It's been a few days to reflect and focus on the good stuff.  :)  So here goes:

 
The Plan:
Know where the essentials are:
Porta potties and starting line (learned during last 5K!) - checked these out during packet pick-up.

 

Have an eating plan (employed for the week leading up to 'game day'):
This meant 'no cake' on Saturday for nephew's b-day: bummer  :(
Morning of?  Decaf coffee (3 sips), water, oatmeal, mini bagels/PB on hand....

 
Have a running plan - Determine pace for each mile. Try to do negative splits. (Start Slow. Finish Strong.)  
mile 1:  13 min
mile 2:  12 min
miles 3 - 5:  11 min
mile 6.2:  10 min
Admittedly conservative, but totally do-able.  Would put me in my 70 - 75 min PR goal.  If I completed in less time, all the better!  :)

 
Grab the essentials:
water bottle w/ a little G2 added? check.
Luna Moons?  check.
ipod and race day music list? check.
roadID? check.
bib? check.
chapstick? check.
hat? check. (chose bright pink so Hubby could find me at finish)
and even a little bodyglide, just in case....

 
Heed the advice:
A 10K is tough... be ready
Take water - not enough on hand last yr for this race

 
Know the facts:
Hottest October on record for Orlando

 
Bonus:  Had shirt customized for race day (Thanks, Mother Falcon, local t-shirt printing shop.... they make shirts while you wait. Score!)

 
Race day started at 3:30 am (couldn't sleep) with 3 sips of coffee, all the usual meds, a little oatmeal, and water.  Dressed and ready, we were out the door at 5:00, and arrived on Disney property to find LOTS of people already there.... wow!  As we parked and headed to the bus that would transport us to the starting area, I noticed lots of runners just like me - all shapes and sizes, some looking experienced and many looking like this was a fairly new experience for them, too.

 
The humidity was kicking (94%!) when we arrived at the starting area a few minutes later, and after surveying the port-potty situation (still not too bad), we decided to take a few laps to warm up and stretch a little.  Hubby insisted on carrying the mini-backpack w/ extra essentials, along w/ extra food and the camera.  Poor guy!  It was like having my own paparrazi, as he took photo after photo.  "We're documenting" is what we'd say when people looked at us funny.  Obnoxious?  Borderline, I suppose, but hey, this was a BIG deal to me!  :)

 

 
After a few laps, as we watched the porta-potty population grow, we decided to jump in line... good thing!  Took 30 minutes to work our way to the front. And for what? Wow!!!  Eau du morning....I'm just sayin'.....

 

 
Next, we headed to the starting area.  Further, further, further toward the back: that's me! 11:01 - 13:00 minutes!  Yep, those runners looked a lot like me... turtles en force.

 

 
As you may know, Disney does nothing small, and the start of the race was no exception.  Fireworks kicked off the race, and before I knew it, my feet were moving...albeit, slowly, but forward we went.  The sun was coming up in the east, and the coolness of the dark was welcome reprieve from what we would soon experience.

 
Mile 1 was right on target: 12:58 to be exact, really a fast walk. Good. Now pick it up a little and make the second goal: yep - got that one, too: a little under 12:00.  Interestingly, as we ran the first two miles, there were these weird patches of cool air (dead people/ghosts??) that we'd run through (did you guys that also ran that day feel those??).  There weren't many, maybe 2 or 3, but they felt so nice, like when you run past an open storefront and the A/C rushes out.  (We long for that, here in Florida!)

 
Mile 3 was to be my turning point: to employ J. Galloway's run/walk method, and back off a little for a 1-minute walk to recover a little energy, and then use my speedwork training.  This sounded good on paper and worked for mile 3.  (Yes, the speedwork training did pay off that day - at least for a little while.) But then it happened.  The sun came up and the heat intensified immediately (we were over 83 at 75 degrees at 7:30 am) w/ that 94% humidity issue. It was like running 6.2 miles in a very warm shower!  Along with water stations pushed too far apart, things began to go downhill quickly....

 
Runners were stopping for water - not just drifting by and grabbing a cup or two, but stopping and gulping. It was clear that the heat/humidity were taking their toll on lots of people that day.  I pressed on, feeling tired, sluggish, and w/ a few little teeny chest pains (not too unusual for me, so I kept moving forward).  My pace was now officially off my plan.  Miles 3 - 5 = 13:00+ each, with lots of walking going on.  This annoyed the crap out of me.  I wanted to run this race, not walk the darn thing!!!

 
Whether we walked or ran (there were lots of folks walking by this time - in all shapes & sizes - even some gazelles), we would slip and slide off of one another if we bumped into each other... in fact, there was no bumping - it was all sliding.  Gross!!!

 
By this time (mile 5), I was starting to realize that I really did not have enough long runs under my belt to have a sufficient foundation for the full 6.2.  I had become comfortable with  3 1/2 miles or so, and had run a few Sundays at 4 - 6 miles, thinking, "Oh, an extra mile or so isn't a big deal."  Well, when you're a newbie runner and don't have that endurance developed yet, you can bet your butt it becomes a BIG deal real fast.  Experienced running friends, I'm guessing you'd agree with this???  Newbie running friends, don't kid yourself:

 
Establish your base mileage+ and run it several times before race day.  

 

 
I made it through mile 6, now running through the backlots of Disney, making our way through EPCOT, and heading for the parking lot/finish line.  Many walked. Many ran very slowly.  Everyone (not yet finished) appeared exhausted. All I could think was:  "My shirt says, 'Start Slow. Finish Strong.' It should read: Start Slow. Continue Slow.  Finish." 

 
I came around a corner and there was an older woman to my left. Okay, she was a bit older than older. Hunched over, 85 if she was day, and walking, but at that moment, she resumed her trot, and I thought, "Doggone it. If she can do this, so can I!"  She was an inspiration.  Together (though she didn't know I was back there), we rounded the last corner, and there it was: the finish line.  Totally exhausted, I summoned all remaining energy and took off in a sprint for the last 50 feet or so, and crossed the finish line at 1:21:06, a solid 10 - 15 minutes off my planned time, but I did it.  I finished my 10K.  Yay!  (Guaranteed PR for my first 10K, right?? LOL)

 


 
The next few minutes were a blur, as Hubby came toward me and I couldn't hear him.  Apparently, my ipod was still going strong (stronger than me, anyway!).. I didn't even notice it, as my world began to close in around me very quickly.  I was given a medal, which I (apparentlyl) put around my neck and Hubby (apparently) took pictures - I didn't remember any of this later (notice how stupid I look in this picture!) - and then I began to hyperventilate.  As Hubby calmed me down and handed me a GIANT bottle of Disani water (were they kidding?), I started to go from disoriented to flat-out passing out.  This was not good!

 
The next 15 minutes included: me trying to sit down in the middle of the pavement and telling Hubby I didn't feel right and was going to pass out, everything going 'white' around me, not a single flipping security person being able to tell us where the medical tent was or offering to radio for help, finding a cool place under trees for me to lie down & just kind of drifting off as Hubby (apparently) tracked down a (cute & young) EMT who observed while I checked my BG level (elevated after running - no problem), asked me a million questions,  and checked  my BP (way too low), with instructions to stay still for a while.  We did.

 
A few minutes more and we were heading toward the car: "Are you okay?"  "Yes. I'm fine. Just have a little headache coming on."  (little did I know where THAT was going!)  After much insistence on my part, we went to breakfast and then headed home for the usual post-race nap (yes!).  Two hours later, I woke up to what felt like a thousand knives being put into my scalp.  Migraine headache, brought on by a mild heat stroke (diagnosed the next day, in the doc's office)... Now, if you've never had a migraine - here it is in a nutshell:  horrific pain in your head, hurts to open your eyes/breathe/move, extreme nausea brought on by the pain, and then if you're really lucky and get the deluxe package: vomiting (which just makes your head pound more)... this went on for the next 12 hours. OMG!!!!!!!!

 
Dear Lord, take me now.  I will never run again. I will never run again.  I will never run again.  That's how I felt... so let down after what started out as an awesome day that turned into such a disappointment and then ended with so much physical pain I could have just died right there on the spot.  Sore knees would have been a blessing!

 
Monday had me in my doc's office, and get this:  she ran the race, too!  (I didn't even know she was a runner.)  So the minute I told her where I had been Sunday, she said, "Oh my gosh! That heat and humidity were unbearable."  Turns out, everyone who was there that day said the same thing....

 
And that my friends is my Race Day Recap.   I came. I saw. I conquered.  (sort of....)

 
Lessons Learned (and Lessons to Share):
Establish your base mileage
Hydrate, hydrate, hydrate
If you take meds, check w/ your doc @ appropriate dosing, especially before long runs/races (mine is now cut in half before LRs and races)
Understand the limitations that weather places on your body - whether extreme heat or cold
Recognize signs of heat exhaustion and heat stroke, and act accordingly
Migraines can be the result of extreme fatigue/exertion: take appropriate precautions
Look at the back of your race bib to see if it has a place for emergency info.. turns out, mine did and we didn't fill it out - didn't even see this space until 3 days after the race(!) - not on ALL bibs

 
My thankful Three
Today, I am thankful for:
  • Time to heal my disappointment
  • The ability to bounce back and say, "Hey! I finished the darn thing!"
  • The love and kindness of my family and friends....
Tomorrow I'm venturing back out on to the street - first time since the race... I am ready!

 
Happy running, friends....

 
Robin 

Monday, October 12, 2009

Race Recap Coming Soon...

Hey Everybody...

Lots of people are asking:  "Hey, what happened? We haven't heard from you!"

Had a rough day at the 10K... blogging on hold for a day or two.  Recovering from unexpected medical issue (sore knees would have been a welcome problem!). Pretty bummed out right now, but always mindful of the things that matter most....  

Thankful for:
  1. All the wonderful 'good wishes' before the race weekend.. thanks, you guys! You ARE the best!!!
  2. Finishing the race. Yay!!!  :) 
  3. Learning more valuable lessons.
  4. My wonderful husband who took GREAT care of me before, during, and especially after the race.  I am VERY blessed.
  5. All of my fellow runners having a great race weekend... sounds like you guys ROCKED your races:
  • Kathy 
  • Emma
  • Deanne
  • Allison (a friend I made during a recent trip to Track Shack)
  • Lauren (@TeamGiles) in Texas
  • And, of course - Morgan, who completed her Chicago Marathon in record time, w/out stopping, she reported in - AWESOME!!!! 
  • Jama endured this day, too.. Sorry, friend - didn't mean to leave you out! :) 
See you guys in a couple of days. Promise to share my race report.  For those fellow newbies w/ upcoming races very soon - you know who you are :)  ... my words of 'wisdom' (for whatever they are worth) - hydrate well and make sure you have SOLID base mileage established. 




I was ready!
Notice the already sweaty t-shirt.. the heat and humidity were brutal, even before dawn.
Look closely and you'll see my motto that day: 
Start Slow. Finish Strong. 


Hugs, 

robin

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Wednesday Winners: Jenny Crain, If Only a Second Longer....


Recently, I received my November issue of Runner's World, and as I thumbed through it, ran across a story about a runner, Jenny Crain, a 39 yr old who was hit in 2007 as she was finishing a run and was only a few blocks from home. It was the pictures of this woman that first caught my attention, because I happened to see them in reverse (as I often start at the back of a magazine... go figure).  I saw the "after" and then the "before." 

And then, I stopped to read the story.  Jenny, an accomplished athlete, stepped out a fraction of a second before the pedestrian right-of-way light came on, and in that split second, a car bolted out from behind another car whose driver could see her, and was slowing down for the changing light. 

Jenny suffered extensive brain damage that day and still requires 24/7 care in a facility.  It is reported that she has good days and bad....

I'm sharing this story because ironically, when I ran with our rockstar redhead blogging buddy recently, I remember a specific moment that stood out that day and continued to afterward:  As we approached an intersection, I was all set to cross (against the pedestrian right-of-way), because the oncoming car was at least 100 feet away.  She, however, hesitated.  I said, "Let's go!" and off we went... with a car coming our way.  I remember thinking then and later, "Wow, she's conservative w/ the traffic."  Looking back, I think the more appropriate word is "smart." 

After that day and after reading Jenny Crain's story, which has (apparently) raised some controversy about runners and traffic, I've learned a valuable lesson: Cars are heavier than we are and drivers don't always see us. Stop. Be patient. Give them the right-of-way, and live to see another run.  That fraction of a second is not worth a life.

Jenny is a winner in life, facing each day and not giving up.  Perhaps someday she'll find her way back to those streets she loved so much....

Happy (safe) running, friends.....

Robin

Monday, October 5, 2009

Diabetic Runner - What's the Big Deal?

Someone recently asked me, "Robin, how does being a diabetic make you different from other runners?" 

I've been thinking a lot about this question because though I've documented that my "running life" began in Nov 2008, some may remember that I blogged about running (3) 5Ks between Nov and Feb, and promptly quitting all running after suffering my first overuse injury in early Februrary. The running shoes got shoved to the back of the closet and did not reappear until late July (just 2 1/2 months ago).  So in reality, I've only known life as a 'runner' for a little over two months. 

In that short time, since becoming committed to running and blogging, I've reflected a lot on my role in our running/blogging community.  At times, I feel so much like all of you, setting my goals, tweaking my workouts, sharing my struggles and my victories, encouraging fellow bloggy runners, and just enjoying the camaraderie that comes with our community.

But then I think of the things that set me apart from most of our community, my age (older than most, but not all), and my diabetic status.  As much as I'd like to never have to deal with it, diabetes IS a daily part of my life - in every decision I make, including all those related to running. 

And so it is, I had my first real wave of self-doubt today, as Hubby and I hit the streets for my "Long Run Sunday," which today, according to my tapering schedule, should be a bit shorter than next week's race.  Goal: 4 miles.  Nothing major, short run, easy. 

And then it happened. 

Self-doubt took over somewhere in the middle of my measly four, rearing its ugly head as I climbed (a very small) incline, I said it aloud:  "I don't know if I can do the full 6.2 miles next weekend," and with that statement came tears.  Looking back, I know that the tears weren't because I really doubted myself, but instead because I allowed myself to even utter them aloud, in effect putting 'bad karma' in the air.  Damn!

For the record, as soon as I uttered those dreadful words, I immediately began to tell myself (aloud), "Yes, I can.  Yes, I can. Yes, I can!  And I will!"  But it didn't matter: the words were put out there.  More importantly, they came from somewhere....

So, what IS the big deal?  It's not a really long distance (in our running world), but there are things that DO make me different than many of our running/blogging buddies:

  • My blood sugar level that falls and climbs at will, leaving me lethargic or shaky and unable to focus clearly, is GREATLY affected by stress (such as pre-race jitters), which drives sugar levels UP, and is also driven upward by lack of sleep
  • Excruciating muscle cramps that happen without warning, and are the result of daily meds

  • Taking 13 pills/day to keep the diabetes and all related health issues (BP, cholesterol, uncontrollable muscle cramping, etc...) in check, and...
  • The horrible nausea that comes with taking 10 pills in the morning (before a run? after? I've finally figured this one out - after much adjusting)
  • Flucuating hormone levels related to the diabetes and being over 40 (yay! double-dose)
  • Many nights w/ little sleep due to hot flashes and insomnia related to hormone levels (Up goes the BG!)
  • Low tolerance for the heat/humidity - more side effects of meds
  • Being categorized as someone who's already had a heart attack, so HR is always an issue
  • Absolute vigilance against anything happening to my feet: blisters, cuts, too-tight socks - all of which can lead to losing a foot, a tragedy that happened to my grandfather, whom I thought of often this weekend, a diabetic, God rest his soul (I had my first blister today and Hubby was soooo upset)
  • Eating carbs: how (very controlled portions), when (extremely set schedule - every 4 hours in waking hours and immediately before bed - without fail - or suffer the consequences), and what kind (complex, not refined)
  • Running w/ the appropriate emergency items ALWAYS:  Road ID, driver's license, phone, glucose - just in case passing out becomes a reality...  
And all of this affects my endurance levels, so training that might take a nondiabetic runner a few weeks may take me a few months - slow & steady - but moving forward. 

I fully recognize that there are many runners who have far more serious conditions/issues than mine, but being able to articulate how diabetes affects me and my running, helps me to understand that I'm not 'just like all the other kids on the playground' and helps me put my progress in perspective:

I've been training for only 2 1/2 months.  I am diabetic.  I am moving forward. Hopefully, my message will reach others who are contemplating running as a diabetic or who are discovering similar struggles. 

On a positive note, I've been tracking my progress on Daily Mile and can see improvements: 
Aug:
miles logged:  11.7
avg pace:  12:49

Sept:
miles logged: 60.4
avg pace:  12:55

Oct:
miles logged: 11.2 (4 days into the month)
avg pace: 11:42

So as I prepare in the last few days for my first 10K (and already have my 1/2 marathon on the schedule!), I have to remember that we EACH have our strengths and limitations - and that with patience, commitment, and diligance we DO get there.  That my diabetic status is not a limitation, but instead just a speed bump that has to be navigated carefully and gives me a unique perspective......

My Thankful Three
Today, I am thankful for:

  • Practical training suggestions, such as 'practice your race day routine in advance' (I did today) 
  • Coffee (a must-have, even before a run, if only two sips!)
  • Glorious post-run (weekend) naps..THE BEST!!!
Saturday was much more positive, with a trip to Track Shack to get Hubby new running shoes and me a new water bottle & hat (bright pink, for the upcoming race!). A big THANK YOU to Andres, who has now fitted both of us; we are loving our shoes!



Happy running, friends....

Robin

P.S. Today's pace average:  11:24 (improved from an avg 13:30, just two wks ago) Appreciating the baby steps....

Thursday, October 1, 2009

The Irony of Tapering

Okay, so let me say from the outset:  I am running only 6.2 miles next weekend, but hey, this IS the longest race distance for me so far. 

That said, I've been thinking about this whole "tapering thing" this week (now 9 days 'til my 10K), and I've come to this conclusion:

Tapering is a cruel, cruel irony.  

The more excitable, nervous energy I have, the more I want to run to get rid of it! Yet, the "experts" say, "Back off a little before your race."



I'm just sayin'.......